It's been so long since I last wrote a blog. Words fly in my mind, but I can't capture it into passages. The whole article seems to be incoherent and lacked of feelings. But I'm ok with it. Hope things will go better.
The idea of "Everyone can fly" flashed in my mind long time ago. I did arrange and said it out in a late night. But didn't write it, now guess it's not good as the beginning, when my emotions were full of that. It occurred to me after I realized that actually, when we are on what we thought to be heaven, it turns out to be that's it's not the real heaven. The feeling when we dream abt something, and when we execute the plan to achieve it, that's the best part of the whole journey. Seeing a plane soaring in the blue sky, is just like the feeling when I was in Penang, nicknamed as Pearl of The Orient. At the entrance of the island, I saw a very beautiful bridge, and I told to myself that I gotta go to that bridge. But when coming back to the mainland, crossing the bridge, the feeling was not that wonderful. So that's it, when we see something from the far distance, and we dream about it, that is the best time, just enjoy it. The truth is nowhere else is heaven, it's here, this place, now, at the moment.
It also made me figure out, after reviewing some chapters of my life, that what I dreamed before, I get it for now. I dreamed abt a quiet life in a small room, with fresh air, trees, birds and dogs around in a blog 2years ago, now I have it. In a dream, I speaked English in my daily life, now I'm doing. And I dreamed abt a strong and healthy life, now I have it. But we will even not realize that we are having what we dreamed in the past, and we keep dreaming about something else without enjoying the current moment. Just take a pause to look at your life, isn't it what you ever wanted? What else do you need to feel happy?
The truth is, we will get what we really want. Don't you believe it? When you want something so badly, all of your thoughts, your saying, your actions are toward it. And you keep yourself moving to what you want. Finally you get it. As said in my favorite book, The Alchemist, "When you want something, all the universe conspires in helping you to achieve it".
Right now I'm asking myself, what I am dreaming now. A favorite and thrive job (career), a master degree in England, a book of myself, a and happy family with reliable husband and lovely children, and a small business. Of course, it takes time to do, and as Budha said: "Big success and big happiness require a high price". I gotta pay for that, and am going to work hard for that.
Dream, babe, dream. Imagine as the best you can. You will have what you desire. God will give you what you need.
"Rosie, come with me.
Close your eyes, and dream."
(Rosie's Lullaby - Norah Jones)
