Saturday 31 March 2012

Loneliness

Sometimes fed up with the feeling of being alone. Sometimes waking up in middle of the night, just want to have someone by my side. To cover this coldness, to fulfill this emptiness.

There are billions of people on the globe. Wondering thousand of times, why we met each other, why did we are so much into each other, why we have to be together, with the peak happiness and the deepest pains, you and me, both wonder. Destiny, a whispered answer. Destiny brought us together. Will destiny another time bring our lives together? Or we just pass each other's path and will never cross again?

Another night of loneliness. Don't know how the future will be. If you're with me also I wonder will we have a small cosy family. Or again it is quarrel and dispute. Never been so confused like this.

Sometimes feel so tired of life. Try and try hard at work. Doing all the tough things, handling all the tough people, overcome all the tough tasks. All make me exhausted and just wanna hide myself in a small peaceful corner, where someone will cook for me sometimes, where someone will massage for me sometimes. Whilst most of the other time I will do all my best to bring him comfort. Just sharing and understanding, love and friendship. Thats all I need for a partner I think. But when it comes to life, I bet I need more than that. Things'll never get enough. We always want what we can't get.

Dalai Lama once said: "Its pricey to get both success and happiness". I want both of that. What to do. Energy, sweats and tears will be poured, to get a harvested crop.