Job is less pressured lately, maybe bcz joy is brought around the working desk.
Reading and studying some useful information, trying to finish and follow things closely. Closer to the best.
Talked to my junior and learned how the people at my age, some actually are my peers at, develop their values and make them idols to be admired.
A bit envy at first.
But down deep inside, I know they worked hard to be at the top notch, that I partly congrat on their success. And me, there is a long way to go, there're a lot of things to do, and many places to set my footprint on. Need to keep educating myself daily. Need to learn new things daily. Need to develop daily. Slow, but strong.
Realize that why I'm struggling right now. All is good, my job, my accomodation, my life. But good is actually not good enough. Because I myself didn't do my best and use all of my competencies. So always feel missing. What I need to do is to satisfy myself, by working damn hard to be acknowledged, by writing with passion and feel released, by travel and obtain all the world beauty, and leave the legacy to others.
So, I'm gonna do my best in what I'm doing. Gonna give it all what I have and see how life returns me. Trying hard and improve day by day. Lets see how I meet a new me in another 365 days
Reading and studying some useful information, trying to finish and follow things closely. Closer to the best.
Talked to my junior and learned how the people at my age, some actually are my peers at, develop their values and make them idols to be admired.
A bit envy at first.
But down deep inside, I know they worked hard to be at the top notch, that I partly congrat on their success. And me, there is a long way to go, there're a lot of things to do, and many places to set my footprint on. Need to keep educating myself daily. Need to learn new things daily. Need to develop daily. Slow, but strong.
Realize that why I'm struggling right now. All is good, my job, my accomodation, my life. But good is actually not good enough. Because I myself didn't do my best and use all of my competencies. So always feel missing. What I need to do is to satisfy myself, by working damn hard to be acknowledged, by writing with passion and feel released, by travel and obtain all the world beauty, and leave the legacy to others.
So, I'm gonna do my best in what I'm doing. Gonna give it all what I have and see how life returns me. Trying hard and improve day by day. Lets see how I meet a new me in another 365 days
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