What?

Found something cool today.

"There’s a difference between doing your diligence to promote work you believe in and endlessly pursuing more opportunities to be famous".

Walt Disney once said, “We don’t make movies to make money. We make money to make more movies.”

"These are the times when you must stop, remember what success really means to you, and focus on the work at hand".

For what? For motivating myself. I have to do it everyday. 

You know, so many people say they want to have a freelancing job. But after having a freelancing job myself, I found its drawbacks. Ahhh I don't even want to talk about that now. I'm too tired to talk about that. Even though I didn't do much work as I wanted today. I lost motivation somewhere along the road.

The hard part is everyday you need to cheer yourself up, you need to be your own boss, you need to be diligent and you need to work harder and harder. Everyday. It's not as easy as it sounds. Trust me.

I am waiting to launch my book. I haven't signed the contract yet. I am waiting. But it takes so long. I don't know if I can survive this all. I'm dying waiting for the book to come out. I know I can do some other things useful while waiting. But I got so nervous and anxious I couldn't do things as effectively as I wished. I'm writing an ebook to give away to my special readers. I nearly finish it. But I'm stuck and for no reason I cannot finish it. 

This is also a trap. If something suddenly happens, a disaster or a big shock or a shame or something, you can easily jump out. I know now. This is also a trap along the way. It's like the old story of the frog. The frog in the pot of water. The frog feels so good when the water gets warmer. Until it dies. 

Noooo, I have to get out of here. Omg, finish things. I'm 90% of the ebook then why I can't finish it. It's ridiculous. 

Go get back to work.