There are so many people in this city, yet we feel lonely sometimes.
There are so many things to say, yet I feel speechless somehow.
There are so many ideas in my mind, yet I don't know what to write.
Lately I've been pushing myself out of my comfort zone a lot. I realized many of my problems when I do that. Communication, relationships, my inner self.
I'm not feeling very good right now. I've just gone outside and met new people. I felt so strange. For a new girl I met this morning, I felt quite comfortable. Talking to her and felt the connection. Really love that. But for the people this evening, I felt nervous talking to them. They are just normal people, nothing really special. But I felt anxious just by looking at them. I lost all of my confidence. I felt my legs shaking.
Deep inside of every human is loneliness, lost, pain, fear. It's certainly not easy to confront those emotions. I don't know if this experience does anything good to me. Today I just feel a bit sad, a bit lost, a bit lonely. And I want somebody to hug.
There are so many things to say, yet I feel speechless somehow.
There are so many ideas in my mind, yet I don't know what to write.
Lately I've been pushing myself out of my comfort zone a lot. I realized many of my problems when I do that. Communication, relationships, my inner self.
I'm not feeling very good right now. I've just gone outside and met new people. I felt so strange. For a new girl I met this morning, I felt quite comfortable. Talking to her and felt the connection. Really love that. But for the people this evening, I felt nervous talking to them. They are just normal people, nothing really special. But I felt anxious just by looking at them. I lost all of my confidence. I felt my legs shaking.
Deep inside of every human is loneliness, lost, pain, fear. It's certainly not easy to confront those emotions. I don't know if this experience does anything good to me. Today I just feel a bit sad, a bit lost, a bit lonely. And I want somebody to hug.
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